Day 2 of 365: What do you regret?

I am slow to post but not to write! This steps outside the realm of the BDSM lifestyle and is a bit on the shorter side. I do not regret much as I feel like they are all learning experiences. Even the write-up I completed feels like a learning experience.

What is something you regret doing?

I regret not starting my life sooner. There it is, right to the point. I am not solely referring to my submissive life with Mistress Pixie even though that is also a true regret. 

I think back to my teenage days and we all do things during this time that we regret. Maybe we weren’t the nicest person or the best child for our parents. Maybe we didn’t save that money as we should have or maybe we didn’t socialize as much as we have liked. I don’t know there are a plethora of things that can fill a conversation of things we regret during our teen days. 

For me, I regret not starting my life sooner during this time. I was lost and refused to be found. There wasn’t much at home for me but there were people somewhere in my life that provided guidance that I ignored. With regrets comes wishing and I wish I had spent more time learning and applying myself how I know I could. I wish I would have made different choices personally that would have helped me heal as a person instead of further driving me into the darkness that I found myself in. Luckily, I did find myself before it was too late. I have pushed myself since then to overcome the poor decisions I made as a teen and young adult. 

I feel like my regrets are cliche but this is what came right to my mind.

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