A year ago, around this time, we geared up for the lockdown that would be the most prolonged spring, summer, and winter that we have ever experienced. I remember where Mistress and I were when we heard that our local area was going under a lockdown and that travel was only permitted for emergency or necessary supplies. We were standing in line at the local hardware store as we purchased the latest materials for our backyard renovation. Mistress and I took hold of the “extra time” and completely renovated our backyard. No virus is going to get us down.
Fast forward to a year later, and we are gearing up for yet another lockdown. Except, this lockdown will be a bit different. Mistress and I pulled the trigger and purchased a Holy Trainer Chastity device. While we have other devices, none of them fully fitted me correctly. The fitting issue has been an error of the manufacturer for some devices and others on the error of a poorly informed male submissive that did not really do his homework. We started this entire endeavor several years prior with a CB6000. Everything started off great. I spent days in the device both at home and while working. Then one day, I slipped through the ring while at work. Nothing ever entirely was the same since that day. I continued to slip, and I feel like the slipping increased. I stopped using lube as I thought it was too slippery. No success. I started to build anxiety about wearing the device. Every time I put the device on, I would slip, and just that thought made me lightheaded. Hindsight tells me that I did not employ the spacers correctly, but newbie me did not fully grasp that concept. I remember entirely removing the spacers from my device, which allowed it more wiggle room during everyday wear. I know better now.
We tried different styles of chastity with no success. We constantly rushed this event. Now, Mistress and I have browsed forums, read product reviews, tested correctly sized rings, listened to podcasts, and took advice from our readings to purchase the holy trainer model. I spent weeks trying different-sized rings for the right fit. At different times of the day, I measured to get an average flaccid length and practices on one of our other models. I have been testing my research with one of our older model chastity devices, and I haven’t had a ball-slipping event.
Since having our son in the middle of the pandemic, Mistress has stated several times that she does not truly “need” those services anymore. She gets the same amount of pleasure by tormenting me for hours and then wrapping up the evening with her magic wand. Right now, I am denied orgasm until September since I made some poorly placed bets. I swore I would come out on top of those bets, and it turns out I did not. Hence the denial until September. As part of Mistress’s continued 24/7 lifestyle, being permanently locked away is right up her alley. We completed the special order a few days ago and should see the device by mid-May if everything goes smoothly.
Since we have been down this road before, we plan on taking it slow. We will start for a few hours in the new device each day and gradually add more and more time until that time becomes days, weeks, and months. We are in this for the long haul. I just hope it all works out this time. I get a certain feeling when I am locked away, and it is invigorating. I both love and hate the feel of a chastity device. The loss of control of my own body part is an instant turn-on, but the torment of not having Mistress get “hands-on” makes me suffer from desire. I love the power and control she gains as I am locked away. I can see it on her face and hear it in her commands. She absolutely adores me in a chastity device, and that has been missing from our lifestyle. I don’t know; there is just something about completely losing the power in a chastity device that just makes me melt.
Anyways. Until next time.
Kneeling Kitty
Kneeling Kitty 