A Place To Start

The first-ever blog post that tremendously overdue. My Mistress placed blog writing on my submissive to-do list for months. I can’t even tell you how many I have missed. I also can’t tell you how many beatings I have endured, either.
I stalled for so long to create this blog. We all have those moments. We begin a new project and immediately feel the pressure.
“Who in their right mind wants to hear what I have to say?” That was the first thought in my head after I agreed to have a consistent blog centered around male submission and female domination.
“There are already so many blogs out there. How will I be any different?” Thought number two bouncing around the cranium.
“I really don’t have time to write a blog post every week. I mean, come on, I am a busy submissive already.” Thought…wait…excuse number three.
So, months have passed, and the whippings increased as I was unable to explain with satisfactory to my Mistress why I failed to produce a blog. The longer time went on, the worse the whippings got. I don’t think she even did that on purpose. She was just getting more and more impatient with my lack of submission and took it out on my back and rear.
This blog may be like others you have come across, and it may be different. I must overcome the fear, self-doubt, and avoidance and share our story. Let us genuinely begin our tale.
My Mistress and I have known each other for 8 years. We met as colleagues, then became friends, and then lovers with a twist. We decided to get married a few years back, and that has been one of the best moves I have ever made. The stars aligned the day I was brave enough to tell my Mistress who I indeed was. I am not the typical male figure in our society. I am a submissive male that needs a dominant female. I did not know until that moment that she was a female dominant looking for a male submissive. We were hooked. We started slow. A few nights a week of short sessions, experimenting, finding hard and soft limits. The session times extended, the frequency increased, limits were tested. We found a rhythm with each other. One day, my Mistress proposed a contract that detailed a lifestyle in which I only dreamt of, 24/7 male submissive, female dominant. I was ecstatic. Finally! Someone that accepts me for me.
Now, it hasn’t always been easy to follow the contract, and there are times life gets in the way as it always does. We both have careers that put us in different roles. We have children and family that take priority. But we still found a way to get ourselves back on track when we stray too far.
I am not sure what direction this blog will take. I assume my Mistress will task me with specific topics or leave me to my own vices. It depends on her mood and how much she wants to interact at that time.
Stay Tuned
Kneeling Kitty